But then again. He knows I’m here for him now. And that’s nice.
So we had a talk and that got me no where. I’m still confused and the only thing I learned is that he seems like he is too. This helps nothing. I’m going to go insane.
I’m just really upset. I got pissed at the guy I like last night because we’ve been talking for nearly six months and we’ve been dating for two almost but he doesn’t want to do the whole boyfriend girlfriend thing right now and I’ve got everyone around me telling me that guys go after what they want and it feels like he doesn’t give a shit sometimes. So I told him this and he really hasn’t said anything. I’m sick of being the one that tries. I want him to try too. I don’t want to give up because I care for him so much but I hate being confused all the time. He just never gives me any sort of answer.
I wonder if anybody’s actually had feelings for me, like actually got upset or mad over little things I did and got jealous and confused over me and thought about me on a regular basis. I feel like I’m the only person that ever really cares about anyone and that nobody’s ever felt that way for me.
We should buy a bar.
We should totally buy a bar!
Our bar would be awesome.
And dude. Dude. Dude. The name of our bar…
People will be like “Why’s it called Puzzles?”
THAT’S THE PUZZLE