I’m just so frustrated right now. I’ve been single for six mother fucking years despite trying many times and I just keep feeling like there is something wrong with me. Like there is no one out there that is meant for me. Last night I watched one of my oldest friends get married and it feels like not long ago we were giggling about prom dates and dishing on boy drama. Today both my moms boyfriend and my best friends boyfriend where over so I’m currently surrounded by couples. And then I log onto facebook to see a guy who jerked me around for months, making me think we would date but wasn’t suddenly ready to date was in a relationship. I can only deal with this shit for so long. It’s just tiring. Being single is only okay sometimes but love is supposed to be one of lifes greatest adventures but it’ll never happen for me.